Recently we took in a house guest. I offered to her the opportunity to be in service to HOX. She accepted. I sat her down at our dining table with Izrina and we negotiated my intent… that Izrina would experience her first opportunity to serve me as an alpha slave.. A slave who trains and commands other slaves in service the the master she serves. It would not be our guest who was in trouble if there was an issue.. it would be Izrina for it was Izrina’s responsibility to provide good training in the ways and protocols of the house.
How did it go? In her own word, here is how our guest described her stay:
|It began with a desire to see old friends, break the monotony of the times. It still feels foreign to me being welcomed with such open arms, but I was. |
As all things should, it began with good conversation. Sir and I have generally always engaged in very open, honest and engaging talks. He brought to my attention I could serve him and the house. My initial feeling was one of fear, I would fail to do well.
When mentioned I would be second under his slave, my initial reaction rose my hackles but only for a second. I love these people and know they have only my best interest at heart and mean me no harm.
Sir is not like many people I’ve met. He’s not only asks you serve but makes you think. Think why and never forgets to compliment your service. His gentle ways of correction make you want to do better. Serving under his slave was no issue either for me as she is so kind hearted.
I cleaned, swept, did dishes, placed protocol dinner settings and all with a glad heart. Okay, a nervous glad heart.
Receiving often a “good girl”, hug etc. I fetched beverages, showed honors, had the opportunity to meet others at the Third Sunday Open House of HOX. I often asked if there was something I could do, as I found I wanted to please even more. Though I have my limitations physically my mind drives for more.
I leave for last I suppose the fire experience. I struggle finding words here as it wasn’t the whole defining moment but perhaps what tipped me over. I watched prior so I would know what to expect. That in itself was intimate.
My experience was as well without being sexual. I think it was Sirs commanding presence, his assured knowledge. Giving up that control, being naked infront of people I’m not intimate with. Fire took me somewhere, serving the house, Sir… It all took me somewhere, gave me the awareness I need more of this in my life.
That knowledge I brought home with me to share with tears in my eyes as I talked to my Daddy telling him what I learned about myself and what I need. I was sad to leave HOX, Sir and his slave, yet I know I will have joy in my heart when I return again.