If I am not happy..

I meant to write this right after the trigger for this blog happened.. but then life got in the way.

If I am not happy, you are damn well not going to be happy.   That’s just the way its going to work with this Master.

Right now I am lying in bed with my slave after a very slow and delicious morning of using my slave and I would say we are both quite happy right now.  But its not  always this way.

Some days my slave forgets that I think, she thinks, her world revolves around me.  Does her world revolve around me?  Most days.  But other days not so much.  We went out for pizza last night and I ordered her a draft.  I prefer a bottle she said… I got no “thank you”.  With anyone else, this might not be an infraction, but I expect to be appreciated..even when I am trying to get it right, but not quite there.

There will be consequences for snits, and moments of pouting.  I have no problem giving you something to really be unhappy about.  In fact, I think I really enjoy it when I get to make your bad day worse.  There is something infinitely pleasing to me when the sadist in me is unleashed and a slightly rebellious slave suddenly re-finds their submissive side.

My ultimate goal, as odd as this may sound, is a happy slave.  NOT a happy girl friend or some other nilla goal.  My desire is to have and keep a slave.  I want her to be happy but more importantly I want her to be happy in and because of that role.  You can’t live that, if you aren’t willing to take control.  You have to put aside your political correctness and embrace the fact that you wont care if you are making another person unhappy. You might even begin to enjoy those moments.  If you are unhappy, then damit, you have to be able to make your slave share that unhappiness until you are happy again.

I am not talking about abuse.  The Master and slave relationship is based on consent.  What I am talking about is more like tough love.  The love that lets a person fall down so that they can learn.  Its about taking away happiness based on self indulgences and replacing them with happiness based an a selfless giving.  Well, maybe not all self indulgences… I know my slave needs chocolate from time to time, and maybe a glass of wine.

I can’t tell you all you need to know is a few brief paragraphs but I can tell you that at first it may be hard as a new Master to suck up your discomfort and be a hard taskmaster.  It may be difficult as a new slave to find your pleasure in the pleasure of someone else.. even when your heart isn’t in it.  These are the challenges, but also the rewards.  When we DO put aside these fears and concerns, when we do dedicate ourselves to our sacred roles, we find a place of great peace and pleasure.

Relations like life have their ups and downs.  The Ds life though should be a constant.  And one constant you can count on, at least from me is,  if I’m not happy then I am going to provide the opportunity to change that.. and if that doesn’t work… there will be more unhappiness.

2 thoughts on “If I am not happy..

  1. Read this and thought about it. Initial response was that’s not fair. Spoke with Master and He pointed out that when a Master is unhappy, it provides a great opportunity for a slave to serve. That made sense and all is well again =)

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  2. Your point is well taken and is one of the benefits of a public forum. You often get push back from points of view that you never considered. Now, you didn’t really push me which is just one more indicator of the warm and wonderful submissive side of your nature… I do so dearly love Master B and his property… so…

    I was speaking more in terms of when a slave does something to make the Master unhappy verses just coming home in a foul mood. I think it is inherent on a Master to have themselves under better control than that.

    Master B’s observation however is equally right on the money. IF the world has treated Master badly, and if that Master has to the best of their ability sheltered their property from the foul mood it has created, and yet the slave senses this.. it is fitting and right for a slave to do what he or she can to ease Master’s burdens.


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