Tonight my slave made the meal she wanted to last night. She had been planning this for some time, but added too much milk to the batter yesterday, and had to scrap the project. Tonight she got it right. The poor thing also burned herself. I put fire on her all the time..she’s a bit of a fire slut.. but I’ve never burn her. I do fire play, and have given workshops on it, and she loves to feel the heat of fire play. This was not however, a good heat.
But she finished the meal preparation, and prepared to serve in normal high protocol fashion, which involves bowing with the plate in one hand. It was with the burned hand, that she held the plate as she prepared my portion. I watched from across the room as she balanced and loaded the plate. I noticed that it touched her wrist, and was supported on the other end by her third, fourth, and pinky fingers. Her burned index finger was bent down, not touching. She adapted, while meeting the requirement without complaint. I noticed and wondered what difficulty it would present in the bow. I watched, and observed with keen interest as she served, and held her pose. I took the plate, not savoring as I often do her submission. I wanted to kiss the wounded finger but considered the sterility of the choice. Plus she had lathered it with lotion. I derive great pleasure watching her preform service and tonight I was especially impressed, and pleased. While she does live for her “good girl” compliments, this evening, it was in my estimation not enough simply to tell her. Something she said tonight sparked a thought.
I am telling you all this for two reasons. First, because the reason I write and the reason you probably read, is to get such a glimpse into our dynamic, and this drama tonight was definitely a good glimpse into our Master/slave dynamic. The second reason is that by telling you what a good girl she was tonight, she is getting a very public recognition for her outstanding slave behavior. I think she deserves that, and I know a thing or two about her “buttons”. This will please her.
So, dear friends and readers its just another simple night of dinner and tv for a guy who just happens to own property, property that is a living-breathing person. This is for you my pet..Master’s pleasure to take possession & And give the gift of my Domination.. Master is very pleased.
I find that I am pleased by this term.. uncontested control. Just as I am very displeased to have my control contested.
There was a time that, when my slave exercised her power of consent and contested by administration, I would become angry. I no longer allow myself to feel that way. I am working on the edges of something I don’t quite know how to say. There are times when you know that you feel something strongly, and you know that if you go with that feeling it will only make things worse. In your lifetime I am sure there have been moments where you were very intense and expressed that intensity and things got worse.. perhaps much worse.
So it is with Mastery. Sometimes the hardest thing to do is to step back and show patience and love and wisdom. I am pleased to say that in the years that I have worked to become a great Dominant, I’ve trained myself to not react. When my control is contested, I am amused. I realize now that my will is indomitable. I will have my way. Not by force, though certainly consensual rough play is fun, no, I will have my way because I have become the Dominant that a slave needs.
If you are just starting out, you can not appreciated how much of the nilla way of thinking you must scrape off yourself. The whole equality, politically correct, gay rights, race baiting, correct thinking is all fine as far as it goes but all of this leads to a sense of correctness that is often fundamentally flawed. Power is natural and we all seek our place in these natural structures of power all around us. Much of the activism we choose to become involved in, interests us because we believe in personal dignity and freedom of self identity. But these are also ideas that are often associated with principles of equality without the regard for the power of consent. There is some serious thinking you have to do, and training you have to finish, both as a slave and an owner, before your mindset begins to align with right thinking, from a broader view of power, consent and relations. You will find yourself discarding many ideas that might have gone unnoticed and unchallenged, before they came between you, your partner, and your mutual happiness.
My first objective for my slave and I is happiness. I also seek uncontested control, because I desire a CNC or TPE relation. It pleases me constantly, how deeper this goes with every day.